Where Home Was (It is Still)
Home was once a stunning smirk on his lovely face,
But that was before, and there I cannot go back,
In memories alone is that once sacred place,
Tainted by betrayal, an intended attack.
My house holds the child of his dreaded pet warlock-
It is my child too, I try to remind myself,
It- no, he- asks his name, and I try not to balk.
I forgot a name... 'Tempest' is to be his self.
A name like mine, so I cannot ever forget,
(So I remember the one prior, now long gone)
I, Gale, has a son, Tempest, who I have beget.
He has their eyes, to which my attention are drawn...
I look away from those eyes, not gray but pale blue,
Tell myself I will do better in the future,
But I have said that before, to tell it as true.
Once, I against betrayal made rage my suture...
Yet the wound did not stitch, it never ceased to bleed.
And as I pause, thinking on notion of home now,
I wonder if it hurt him to do such a deed...
If it hurt him, not just me, to so disavow.
Because his smirks are still home, one that'll never be...
I wish, sudden, that I could return, end this all.
My eyes do not see any possibility
Of hope, to once more see that stunning smirk enthrall.
And I still bleed, my wound is not at all mended,
So how can I think pained, hopeful thoughts like these ones?
I don't even know if our war can be ended.
I have heard, I dismissed, that we do both have sons...
Or at least, children. The gender was much unclear.
Maybe he has long moved on from me to a love,
Another he is more willing to with child, rear.
Perhaps he belongs below, but do I above?
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Mentioned but unnamed characters in the poem: Oneiros and Auseklenis
Submitted By JayTheBird
Submitted: 2 months ago ・
Last Updated: 2 months ago